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hola... nuthing to say once again except i like my new icon... i found it on photobucket while looking for some pictures... i looked at some albums and this one was in it... i think i have another good one saved here somewhere....
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[29 Jul 2005|12:09pm] |
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ok... so i haven't been here in nine days this time... that's not so bad.... *sigh* it's friday and omg!!! it's noon i need to make lunch!! shit!!!!.... i need to call my parents..... ok never mind.... lunch will be belated today....
haha... so..... i am so bored and have nothing to really say.. except htat i am having a lot of trouble typing today.... hahaha.... i am trying so hard but i think i am punching the keyboard too hard...... lalala.....
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[20 Jul 2005|01:02pm] |
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haven't been here in a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time..... i missed it sort of..... i don't really update too often anymore only because it's summer i am lazy and i need to update other things..... but that doesn't mean i don't miss you all!!!!! cuz i do!!!! nothing to do or say... just wanted to say hey!!!!
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[24 Jun 2005|01:04pm] |
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hello!!!! ummm... yea nothing to say today.....erm..... kind of bored...... ummmmm..... yea........hmmmmm.... i changed my picture on the side!!!! heh!! doesn't it look cool? lol...... yea..... it took me while to fix up..... hmm.... yea nothing else to really say....... ok...... bye
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[23 Jun 2005|09:03pm] |
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hello.... long time no talk... i know i am sorry..... i have been very busy recently...... hahaha..... welll finals are over as many of you may know that already!!! wahooooo!!!!!! we are officially Sophomores!!!!! yahooooo!!!!!! lol..... so i went to Lake Compounce today!!!! not that bad.... i went in the ferris wheel thingy that goes upside down.... oooo that was cool.... and i went on the swings... ooo those were fun..... and i went on the boulder dash.... really really really really really rough... lol...Maggie it was you first rollercoaster!!!! yay!!!!! ok and i went on the rapids twice, and got soaked both times...... i went to the rolercoaster type water ride... oooo that was fun..... but no seat belts and very high... not comfy..... and thought i was gonna fly out.... hahaha....... lol.... but i didn't.... i felt the same way on the boulder dash... you know the second time around it's not so bad..... .ummmmm.... let's see what else did i do..... ooooo i went on the green slide thingy.... that was fun... a bit dark though.... hmmm....... for the second we were in the dark i kept my eyes closed..... i closed my eyes on most of the scary rides, like the boulder dash..... hahahahahah/...... i kept my eyes closed the whole time except for the picture lol...... but actually i wasn't sliding in my seat to the floor this time lol..... ooooo and then yea....... i kept my eyes closed on the ferris wheel thingy that went upside down... unfortunetly the times that i did open my eyes was when we were upside down...... lol..... fun day... i wish it didn't end.....
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[28 Apr 2005|08:10pm] |
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tired... nothing to do..... I AM GOING TO THE BALLROOM COMPETITION ON SATURDAY, then i have to go babysitting, and then on Sunday i might go bowling..... i am really tired..... yay... i am so excited... and Saturday night i need to read two books and write and article on them by Sunday morning..... *sigh* i am so excited.... Yay *sarcasm*.... ok i have nothing else to say
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[24 Apr 2005|08:57pm] |
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YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAY I AM GONNA DO A BALLROOM CAMP!!!! OOOO I AM SO EXCITED NOW THE ONLY THING IS THAT I NEED TO FIND A CAMP TO WHICH I CAN GO TO!!!!! NOW THAT'S A CHALLENGE!!!!! AHHH WHERE'S MY SISTER WHEN YOU NEED HER..... I NEED TO TALK TO HER ANYWAY PRETTY BADLY..... *SIGH* MAYBE I SHOULD E-MAIL HER.... IT'S JV99@SOMETHING-SO-SO.SOMETHING lol.... i'll figure it out quite easily lol.... just look her up... lol.... you know she's on google... i think.... lol
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[23 Apr 2005|01:21pm] |
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i am gone... i am home actually...
I MISS THE CORNELL BALLROOM DANCING TEAM!!! OR ATLEAST THE PEOPLE ON THE TEAM!!!!! AHHHH!!!!!!! sigh* i miss them.... they are so cool.... but i am also happy to be back to my friends here..... geez... i hope i will be able to go to next weeks competition.... thanks to SOMEBODY i know, i might not be able to come, because SOMEBODY tried to avoid SOMEBODY ELSE..... *sigh*.... i didn't even get to say "Good luck" w/e... it doesn't really matter..... i will go even if i have to walk!!!! lol..... ok maybe i will just hitch a ride... or just get my sister to stop by and pick me up lol.... not a good idea though.... never mind..... i am so bored... and tired.... i didn't seem to have a class....
I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING OVER THE SUMMER PROBABLY!!!!!! I might take ballroom dancing lessons, like a dance camp.. but in ballroom.... ooooo i am so excited.... i can't wait!!!!!!
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[22 Apr 2005|09:28am] |
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ok i am leaving today..... sigh*, geez i will miss all these peoples.... lol...... i will miss watching family guy, the new season starts May 1st!!! yay!!!!!!!!! that's i think a sunday...... awesome........ yay!!! i am so excited...... ooo and i know what i am doing over the summer..... lol..... i am so going to some ballroom dancing summer classes, yay!!!!! i am so excited...... didn't i jsut say that like ten seconds ago? lol...... i am so tired...... i went to sleep at midnight and woke up at eight, wait a minute.... that's exactly eight hours of sleep, wow, i've never really slep eight hours...... ok maybe i am not tired, i am just yawning a little....... sigh*.......... i don't want to leave..... i can't wait for college, by the way, in college thursday is the new friday, and for some even wednesday or tuesday is the new friday or saturday..... or sometimes sunday.... lol...... later.......
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[20 Apr 2005|11:15pm] |
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tired and my feet hurt..... ok you try dancing in 1 1/2 inch heels for like an hour.... ha!! i did rumba today.... and i didn't seem to be lost.... ok i did mess up several times though.... lol it was funny..... Alex was doing Michael Jackson moves.... lol...... he's really good at that.... lol...... (i mean the Alex from Cornell)..... i am so tired....... it is eleven but dancing till now is kind of tiring.......
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[20 Apr 2005|03:47pm] |
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hmmmm.... kinda tired.... not really...... lol....... weird day.... i was woken up by my sister calling me to open the door for her because last night she lent me her key card and key, and forgot that she won't be able to get in..... lol...... and then i was just hanging around..... it started raining a while ago...... but i don't know if it is raining right now.... the weather has been so beautiful until now...... i am slighty tired...... laughing horribly until 1 a.m. lol...... oh wow that was so funny..... lol....... ok later..... i need to rest a little......
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[20 Apr 2005|01:14am] |
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awesome night/morning..... lol..... well we went to dinner at eleven..... and we were in the place till like now, or like one whichever came first..... lol...... i am so tired...... wow!! actually i have so much energy..... so at seven we went to ballroom, i learned how to tango properley, learned some new moves..... lol...... and then i was just hanging around cuz i was bored and had nothing to do, so i watched my sister and her partner dancem, and other people dance, they are really good...... and wow it was so cool..... so then we went to dinner, with like everybody who was left there, so yea that was funny, we were talking pretty much the whole time... the most perverted conversation in the world, while quoting weird shows, like Futurama, and Family Guy...... it was hysterical and so much fun, and so wrong!!!!! lol...... but it was the funniest thing ever....... omg.... i had so much fun....... i was tired at times, and then at other times its was such a horribly wrong joke i was going to bash my head against the table...... omg...... they are the worst jokers in the world..... lol.....
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hello!!!! omg i had the best day in the world...... lol..... i had so much fun hanging with college kids today..... my sister had to go to english, and it's a little "intense" as i said before.... so she dropped me off at a ballroom dancing class.... holy crap... it was so much fun......i had such an awesome time...... it was so cool..... so i was always dancing with a different partner..... but then we were dancing samba and i got really good, and near the end i got to dance with the instructor, Alex... he's so cute.... lol..... erm.... don't ask..... and it was so much fun..... he's an awesome leader and dancer..... and it came so naturally the dancing... it was so much fun..... i had so much fun..... and my sexie lunchie girl, alli, is such a great friend..... i love her so much.......
Peter: hey Chris what's with your leg?...... AHHHHHH!!!!! THAT"S NOT YOUR LEG!!!!!!
.......Lois: i care about as much about the size of your penis as you care about the size of my breasts....
Peter: OH MY GOD!!!!!!
lol.... watching Family Guy.... awesome show.... lol...... it's so funny...... omfg i had such a great Monday.... for once monday is a really good day.... it's such a hott and hot day today...... i will remember this monday from now on........ STEWIE IS SO ADORABLE.... AND [insert hot guy here] IS SUCH A HOTTIE...... lol...... only very few people know who i would put in there
Lois: to rip your *ring* thighs out, cookies are done.
lol...... i had such an awesome dayy...... i love April 18...... i have nothing else to say...... lol....... later
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heys!!! haven't updated in a while..... i am at my sister's college..... right now i just had a dinner..... actually that was a little while ago...... we went to the Alice H. Cook house.... it's ok food...... i wasn't really hungry...... ok....... so saturday i got to Ithaca, i hanged out with my sister and her bf, Vichet for a while...... i don't really remember what we were doing, i believe we were watching a movie....... ok then later we picked up my sister's friends and went ballroom dancing....... it was fun but i got really tired because we were there until like 10:00..... after that we went to this chinese food place for dinner..... i paid for my sister's and my food...... not bad... then when we came back we watched Something's Gotta Give..... it was a good movie, except we never finished it...... i got really tired and fell asleep and so did my sister.... we fell asleep around the same time.... lol...... and then the next day we had waffles for breakfast, with jam, whipped cream and chocolate syrup....... and then i don't really know what we did........ later we went for lunch at the same place i had dinner.... then for dinner i had some meat my mom made...... and before that we were at the library my sister works at..... it was fun... there i was reading..... two great books..... and i also was bothering my sister.... hey it was a slow day....... lol...... there was nothing really to do... then we went back to my sister's dorm and finished watching Something's gotta give..... and today, today is monday right? yea well this morning i hanged out at the library i was outside... it was really really hot.... it was like summer..... lol...... and then we went to college town and had lunch and then we went to my sister's history class.... that was so much fun..... actually it was really an interesting history class..... lol..... and then we met up with my sister's boyfriend who was doing his laundry and then we went to dinner...... and now i am here getting ready to go dancing while my sister goes to english...... they say it's a really.... INTENSE.... class..... big emphasis on the intense..... lol.... well later.... me gots to go.... <33 love you...... whoever is reading this.....
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[12 Apr 2005|09:00pm] |
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not much happened today: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEXY ALEXI!!!!! YAY!!!!! lol..... how do you like you present? do you think it would win a best dressed contest? lol
I spent most of my day in the art room, second and fourth and eigth periods, i was supposed to be there for fifth, but i wanted to spend the period with my sexi alexi, lol..... i was with her in art working on my painting, and with her in french and study hall, you think she saw enough of me? tomorrow it's the day of silence and you cannot make me talk, no one will.... i will stay quiet, for all the rights that all people deserve.... never mind
i am tired.... i just want to sleep.... some people are so callous.... or apathetic... never mind..... so only 4 MORE DAYS TILL I VISIT YOU-KNOW-WHO!!!!! WOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!! YEA THAT'S AWESOME....... AND SHE HAS FAMILY GUY, ATLEAST I WILL HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WHEN I GET BORED, BUT THAT IS HIGHLY UNLIKELY..... I WOULDN'T GET BORED..!!!! EEEK!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!!!! ONLY A LITTLE WHILE LONGER.....
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bored... i am in so much pain.... ouch... it hurts to even type.... grrrrr.... so on friday i rode on my bike up my hill on my road three times, and it's really hard to ride up the hill especially on a bike, it takes a lot of work.... next, i had a tap class that night so my legs becames stiffer, but i didn't feel it yet, then on saturday morning, i felt my pain already, it wasn't that bad, all i had to do was stretch out my muscles right? not right, after i did stretch out my muscles we did 32 releves in coupe, on each foot, 64 releves in total, not that bad you would say? try doing it really fast on pointe, that's when my muscles became really stiff because blood wasn't flowing to them fast enough.... then we did first 16 releves in arebesque on the right foot, then 16 on the left, then another 16 on the right and finally another 16 on the left.... ok so that wasn't so bad.... then i had rehearsal, and because i am an understudy in one dance, i had to do that dance becuase some people weren't there...then right after i did that dance like 20 million times, i had to do the dance i am in like 20 million times.... and then i finally went home... and after i got home, i took a nice walk up my road and back down...... sigh* and today i was cleaning out the car this morning, and we then went on the trails in reis park... and did all the damn excercises there..... my back hurts, my stomach hurts, my arms hurt, and above all my legs hurt.....sigh*.... i need sleep, *yawn* i practically haven't gotten much rest.... i probably lost like 20 million pounds from all that dancing.... lol... jk.... no i lost like 5 pounds this weekend... kind of weird isn't it? well all week i have been eating healthy, and most of my fat has turned into muscle, and i have rode my bike up that darn hill several times this week... so i did a lot of hard work to get here.... never mind about that... i am really tired... i need to sleep.... ORANGE JUICE.... that has been my savior this weekend.... i have finished two cartons of orange juice already, just this weekend... lol.... amazing i know.... sigh* Je suis tres fatigue......... J'ai besoin de sommeil.... i think that's sleep... lol.... if not i just said that i need sun.... i got plenty of that....
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when someone close to you, but i mean really really close to you, like practically your other half, almost dies twice, in one year, and when you find out, it becomes what your life revolves around, saving them.... but i don't want to keep trying to save them, because saving them, makes me tell other people, and what if i am not strong enough to tell other people.... what if i can't handle it... i don't have any strength in me anymore.... i don't want to tell anyone... why must everyone think i am such a cheerful person.... i am not.... i am just a liar.... i pretend.... i just hold deep secrets that no one can know and i can't tell anyone, and i don't even want to tell, i want to hold it inside, while it chews up my insides.... i don't want to be alone here in this world, but i am... and i will wait until i find my right reason to be here... i don't want to be here..... what is this supposed to mean.... nothing really.... in a horrible mood, i should've told him... but i didn't, but if i did, what good what it do for me? would it make him feel better? how would it make me feel better... i don't want to talk to anyone about it, but it would make him feel better because i know how he feels.... he wouldn't care anyway, or would he? but how would it make me feel better? talking about it just makes me feel worse, it makes me feel worse thinking about it, and crying on someone's shoulder doesn't help, or does it? would i be helped if i told someone, or not? i don't want to tell anyone anyway... *sigh* i don't know what to do anymore....
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[06 Apr 2005|08:49pm] |
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too tired to write anything.... my dance class almost killed me..... i almost twisted my ankle, i was on pointe and my foot just lost balance becuase it's so weak and it slightly twisted and i fell off of pointe... but that's ok, i didn't hurt it in any way, it's perfectly fine..... i need sleep, it's about nine but last night it took me half an hour to fall asleep, i was thinking about so many things, i don't even know what i was thinking about..... *yawn* i really need to started getting more sleep and waking up slightly earlier, i need to eat more in the morning than i usually do... and then eat like i normally do in school and when i get home i won't have to eat anything really, maybe have some water of something like that, so i don't eat too much, and then have a normal dinner, i talked this out with my mom, so technically it wasn't all my idea to have this diet... i am to tired... i feel so sick.... laters
oooo before i go, i have this great song which fits me sort of.... but like i don't know.... don't ask any questions:
Missing
By Evanescence
Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
"Isn’t something missing?"
You won’t cry for my absence, I know-
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?
Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won’t be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
Shudder deep and cry out:
"Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t someone missing me?"
Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I’ll bleed,
Knowing you don’t care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
And wake without you there,
Isn’t something missing?
Isn’t something...
Even though I’d be sacrificed,
You won’t try for me, not now.
Though I’d die to know you love me,
I’m all alone.
Isn’t someone missing me?
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eeeek i am gonna visit my sis in college during my spring break.... eeeek!!!!!!! this is gonna be so much fun!!!! i am so excited!!!! yay!!!!!! whooohooooo!!!!! this is awesome.... i get to go to Cornell University for a whole week, and i get to join in on my sister's dance classes, although i do miss most of my dance classes, i will still get excercise!!!! yay... and i get to learn ballroom!!! ekkkk!!!! i am so excited!!!! eeeeek!!!!!!! yay!!!!!! wooooohooooooo!!!!!! only about 10 more days... hold on let me get the exact amount of days: about 10-11 i don't know if i am going on a saturday or sunday..... eeek!!!!!! yay!!! i am so exuberant!!!!! jubilant!!! ecstatic!!! lively!!!! ebullient!!!!! irrepressible!!!!! high-spirited!!!!! enthusiastic!!!!! yay!!!!! so much fun, we are gonna have.... so much fun!!!!! yay!!!!!! i can't wait!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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nothing today really happened.... i want everybody's opinion on this whoever comes:
Doesn't Anthony look, erm.... to put it nicely, weird, with his hair that long? Everyone's opinion counts....
erm.... and trust me i do not like him anymore, he is my past, i don't look upon the past.... not me.... i mean the new me... that's why i got a hair cut, every new person must start somewhere when they move on, i started with shorter hair.... erm.... and a more confident mood, i hope you agree on that, and i am a more hmmmm, how would i put it, more.... ummmm.... erm..... more humble, i guess, i don't know, what word i was looking for, that word just jumped into my mind..... i am being very moody right now though.... one minute i feel fine, the next i am pissed off, and then i am all happy and hyper again.... i don't know, i am feeling kind of weird today... never mind.....
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